‘The Hypocritical
Oath’ by
Ricochet Challenge
Entry
The forceful wind
of the idling jet engines snatched at Saunders’ hair and jacket as he deplaned
with the rest of the passengers…or at least tried to. A
garishly-dressed young woman wearing impossibly tall heels and clutching a
teacup poodle dawdled down the steps in front of everyone else, and Chip bit
back his impatience.
“After twenty-five years,
another minute won’t hurt,” he grumbled inwardly, taking a deep breath.
Yet as their slow descent
continued, he took action. Gallantly
offering the woman his assistance, he scooped her up and hastened her and the
unfortunate canine safely down the steps.
To the relieved cheers of weary travelers and the outraged yapping of
the dog, he strode purposefully across the tarmac toward the airport terminal.
Once inside, Saunders
searched the crowd for a familiar face.
Despite the long and unwanted separation, he’d recognize those features
anywhere: perpetually tousled blond hair, blue eyes, unique
dimples on smooth cheeks. Essentially,
the face he was searching for was his own, with one significance difference...
“Papa!”
Saunders’ chin went up. His gaze swiftly scanned the crowded gate,
locking at once onto eyes that were as brilliantly blue as his own, yet were
not the least bit guarded or shrewd.
With a fierce sense of protective pride, Saunders vowed to keep it that
way.
Cherie’s gold curls waved
like ribbons as she ran to him, bringing a grin to Chip’s face. Was she five, or twenty-five? He could never quite remember.
Then she was in his grasp,
and he was swinging her halfway around in a hug, bringing girlish giggles to
her lips. Saunders didn’t register the
tall, darker presence behind them until he’d drunk his fill of Cherie’s
essence.
“Papa,” his daughter said,
gently pushing out of his embrace and taking the arm of the young man waiting
patiently nearby. “Papa, this is
Alexander Bach, my fiance.”
It wasn’t until the young man
spoke that Saunders finally recognized the origin of his unease, the creeping
animosity that had nothing to do with a father’s territorial defenses.
“Charmed to meet you, sir,”
Alexander said in that precise, clipped, and slightly arrogant cadence all his
countrymen seemed to possess. German.
Despite himself, Saunders
felt his expression turn to stone. It
took him long moments to find a civil response.
“Same here.”
***
The first leg of the journey
to Alexander’s family estate took them through the streets of the grand
city. Saunders knew the meandering drive
had been arranged for him, and despite his brooding thoughts, he couldn’t help
but be spellbound by how elegantly Paris had recovered after the war.
On the Champs Elysees, his
aquamarine gaze softened in wonder at the blend of modern and Medieval. Yet 1944
was never far away, and the lush twilight river, the gothic spires, and the
mixed scent of diesel and perfume evoked memories that eclipsed the present.
Suddenly Saunders was
transported back in time to another world, a reality built on a razor’s
edge. As though conspiring with his
sentiments, the peaceful Paris before him secretly revealed her scars and
ghosts. Listening closely, Saunders
heard the echo of jubilant liberation resounding from her ancient walls,
filling the streets with joyful faces, filling the air with flowers.
That was when he met Babette: petite, dark, and so French. On a warm August evening in a city bursting
with giddy life, drunk on freedom and wine and each other, they created
Cherie. She remained their only true
link, flying to America with her mother every few years for a visit, then later
alone, to stay with Saunders for a season or two.
Theirs was a holiday
relationship, built on long letters over longer separations, punctuated by a
few weeks or months of intense bonding.
She was her father’s daughter in so many ways, much to her mother’s
exasperation. Saunders often had to hold
back laughter at Babette’s outrage over their
daughter’s appalling accent following a visit to America.
If Saunders were to be honest
with himself, he often looked forward to seeing the
mother as much as the daughter. Yet Babette had long ago moved on with her life, and so had
he. Like a corny line in a movie, they
always had Paris…and Cherie.
Only now his daughter would
be leaving him, too. The beauty of the
French countryside could not dissipate the heaviness of that thought.
Riding in reflective silence
that he hadn’t been aware of, Saunders was mildly surprised when Cherie
squeezed his arm gently and whispered: “We’re here.”
***
Although a quarter of a
century had dulled their hair and etched lines around their eyes, the two men
discovered that Time had not diluted the bitter memory of their first encounter,
nor diminished their intense dislike of each other.
“Vater?”
Alexander said, addressing the severely handsome man who stared at Saunders
wordlessly. Cherie turned to her father
also, confusion marring her smooth complexion.
“We’ve met,” Saunders responded
to her unasked question, subconsciously making a fist.
“Friedrich?” A woman
appeared at the top of a wide staircase, rescuing the two horrified offspring
from their dilemma. “Has our company
arrived, Lebkuchen?”
At the emasculating
endearment, the doctor’s face went paler.
Despite the unexpected humor of the situation, Saunders was sure the
father of the groom felt exactly the same shock and loathing as he did, and he
smiled grimly. Good.
A soft touch on his arm broke
the spell. Saunders looked down into the
pleading gaze of his daughter, her eyes an arresting blue behind shimmering
tears. “Papa…please,”
she whispered in a broken voice, breaking his heart.
He was silent for a moment,
gathering the strength he knew it would take.
Then he turned toward his old nemesis and extended his hand, fingers
uncurling from an incriminating fist.
“Nice to see you again, Doc,”
he said, meaning not a single syllable of it.
***
Dinner was a
less-than-festive affair. The doctor’s
wife was a warm and generous hostess, but she seemed not to notice the tension
strangling the atmosphere. Or perhaps
she was ignoring it, no doubt accustomed to her husband’s moody personality.
Yet try as she might to drag
the two men into the conversation, they remained stubbornly locked in silent
combat across the table from each other.
If looks could kill, her dining room would be a charnel house.
Finally the interminable meal
ended and the doctor’s wife, Magda, announced
brightly that ‘kaffee’ would be served in the drawing
room by the fire. The evening was
chilly, and Saunders wondered if Magda had
intentionally neglected to turn on the heat, forcing the newly-formed family to
draw closer physically, if not in spirit.
He would never know the true
nature of her plans, for she swiftly excused herself and, asking Cherie and
Alexander for assistance with some mysterious task, disappeared with the kids,
leaving the men alone.
Never one to postpone the
inevitable fire fight, Saunders turned to the doctor with a narrow glare. “You’ve done well for yourself. I didn’t know there were that many pure
German patients in Paris.”
“Don’t be ridiculous!” Bach
replied with an ill-concealed sneer. “I
knew it would come to this! The war is
over, Sergeant. Or hasn’t anyone told
you that?”
“Is it?” Saunders responded tightly. “Twenty-six years ago, I watched you play
games with two men’s lives. The only
reason that old Frenchman survived was because of the gun I had pressed between
your ribs! You think just because the
war‘s over, that makes you a different man, Doctor?” He drew out the venerable title, as if in
doubt of its validity.
Dr. Bach‘s face flushed
crimson with outrage. He felt backed
into a corner, unable to escape his past, no matter how desperately he desired
to. “I am a physician, not a soldier!”
he argued. “You undoubtedly
killed more men and ravaged more women than I ever did!”
Saunders pressed his lips
together over his angry retort. He
couldn’t stand to be in the same room with this monster. “You’re deplorable,” he muttered.
“No, I am realistic,” Bach
stated. Wrapping his disgraced ideology
firmly around his shoulders, his voice suddenly became as precise as one of his
scalpels. His gaze grew distant, as
though peering into the past, recalling those terrible, thrilling, wolfish days
when Germany declared war on the world.
Looking down his nose at
Saunders, he said coldly. “I don’t care
about inferior people, or what happens to them.
Is it a crime to think so? For
instance, these hippies stinking up the world, making it weak; they should be
dealt with harshly. And you feel the
same way, don‘t you? The only difference
is I do not hide my true feelings, unlike you.”
He rose and went to the
window, staring out at the lights.
“Darwin said it best: the natural order of the world is survival of the
fittest. Those who are not fit, will die.”
“Or be killed.” At the menace in the sergeant’s low tone,
Bach turned. The accusation of six
million souls seemed to focus through Saunders’ gaze. For just a moment, Bach felt a chill of
apprehension spread up his spine.
Suddenly he understood the full scope of this American’s anger at
Germany, and his own role in eliciting it.
Looking at the doctor,
Saunders felt his skin crawl. “Twenty
six years ago, my daughter would have been your prisoner in Paris. What if she’d been hurt? Would someone have to hold a gun to your head
to make you help her, or would you just let her die?”
They both knew the answer to
that scenario, and this time it was Saunders’ turn to sneer in disgust. “You would’ve done what you wanted to her,
and no one would have stopped you. I‘ll
be damned if I‘ll let her marry into this wicked clan!”
Shaken, Bach wondered if
Saunders’ penetrating gaze could see into his soul: see all his sins on display
in bright, cleansing light.
He would never reveal to his
family the things he’d witnessed during the war, when no one held a gun to his
head. He hadn’t even tried to stop the
madness, and he thanked God only his pride was wounded when it was over and the
fanatic veil had fallen from his eyes.
Now he despaired of the war
ever ending. Now this furious stranger
was jeopardizing his comfortable, safe world.
He wondered if this was how the refugees had felt, when hateful men
burst into their homes and beat them without mercy.
Bach didn’t like feeling
vulnerable, and he turned his fear into anger, directing it back at
Saunders. “At least I am honest!” His
voice shook with insult. “I don’t hide
behind a shining suit of armor and pretend I‘ve never indulged in seedy
displays or licentious acts.”
At Saunders’ puzzled glare,
Bach jerked his head in the direction Cherie had gone. His humorless smile was like a sliver of
ice. “I understand you never married her
mother…”
***
“You’re going to have to speak up, Sarge! I can’t barely hear you!”
Kirby pressed the receiver closer to his ear and squinted in
concentration. When his toddler grandson
tried to climb onto his lap, he distractedly handed the child his empty beer
and pointed at the refrigerator. Better
not let his daughter see him doing that…
“Yeah I got the money,
business is real good!” Kirby shouted into the receiver. “You think five grand is enough? Hey-…hey, Sarge? You gambling on the ponies now?”
Taking the bottle of beer
from his grandson, Kirby patted the boy on the head and sent him back for a
church key. He almost missed Saunders’
response, then gave a huge grin as the faint words
reached his incredulous ears. “No kiddin‘! You‘re in a French jail? Heh, that ain‘t happened in a long time! What did ya do?”
He switched the phone to his
other ear, to better hear and revel in the name of the so-called victim of the
assault. “Yeah, boy! I remember that stinkin‘ lousy kraut!” Kirby
shouted gleefully. “Give ‘em hell for me, Sarge! I’ll send enough bail for two ass-whuppin’s!”
Hanging up the phone but
unable to disconnect the grin from his face, Kirby set the beer down and swung
his grandson onto his lap. The chubby
child cooed in contentment as the former BAR man tickled his tummy.
“Whaddaya say, Chip? Want to go to the bank with
Pop-pop? I’ll buy you an ice cream cone,
if you promise not to tell your mother…”
***
“The wedding is off, do you not understand
me?” Though straining his words through
a wired jaw, Bach still managed to sound as though he were shouting. Next to him, Magda
folded her hands in her lap and stared out the window of his hospital room.
She had pleaded with her
husband, cajoled him, threatened him, everything under
the sun. He would not change his
mind. In the corner of the room, her son
and his little fiancée huddled together in misery.
“You are an unreasonable
fool, and so is that other man!” She
murmured in German, not looking at him. “Two angry old fools who cannot forget old wars!”
“Magda,
he is a lunatic,” Bach ground out. “I
would rather Alexander marry the daughter of a rabid hound!”
“Vater!” Alexander exclaimed, hugging his intended to
his side. Cherie hadn’t stopped weeping
in hours, and he nervously wondered how much of their familial conversation she
understood. Even he had offered an
opinion on her father’s mental instability.
There was a knock on the
door, and Magda rose to answer it. Saunders stood outside of the room. In one hand, he held a bouquet of flowers, in
the other a bottle of champagne.
“What do you want?” Bach
demanded, hoping his voice did not betray his latent fear.
Saunders shrugged almost
bashfully. “I came to invite you to a
wedding.”
“Sergeant, there will be no
wedding!” Bach struggled to make himself understood.
“My son will marry your daughter over my dead body!”
“Not their wedding…”
Saunders said dismissively. “Our wedding!”
He held his hand out to someone standing just beyond view. Stepping into the room, a pretty, petite
woman with stylishly gray hair gave them a lovely smile and showed them a
sparkling diamond ring.
“Mama!” Cherie gasped.
The tears started anew as she rushed into her mother’s arms. As Magda joined the
huddle of weeping women, Saunders moved to the bed and sat down.
“You know, Bach, sitting in
jail, I thought about what you said. You
were right…at least about the one thing I can control. Nothing I hate worse than a hypocrite.”
“Do not try to make amends
for what you’ve done, Sergeant. You will
not change my opinion, just as you will not change me!”
“I’m not trying to change
you, Bach, that‘s a losing battle. Just trying to make you see.
Hatred has no place in our kids’ world.
If there’s only one thing we can agree on, it’s that we want them to be
happy.” Saunders lit a cigarette without
taking his bemused gaze off the doctor.
“And for the record…in my Army, there’s an old saying about opinions”
The doctor stared hard at
Saunders. In the depths of those blue
eyes, he saw a soldier raising a white flag of truce, and somehow he understood
how rare that gesture was.
“I believe there was a
similar saying in the Wehrmacht, too,” Bach admitted
grudgingly. A reluctant smile tugged at
the corners of his mouth, and he winced.
Even that hurt.
***
The bride wore white, as did
the father of the groom, albeit in swaths of bandages and a matching neck
brace. The ceremony, arranged in haste in
the hospital chapel, was brief but touching.
The reception, conjured from cafeteria fare, was simple but savory.
Afterward, in an admirable
gesture of largesse, Bach called his attorney to drop the assault charges
against Saunders. In private, colleagues
tried to convince him of the folly of releasing the ‘crazy Amerikaner‘ from custody,
but he was oddly adamant about it. It
was time, he reasoned, to end the war.
“I still don’t like you,”
Saunders said as he prepared to fly back to the States. Babette had
returned to Paris, and he was heading back to his job, but now he had two
countries to call home. It was a good
feeling.
“And you make me absolutely
ill,” Bach said conversationally.
“Alright,
then.” Saunders leaned forward to shake his
hand. “Goodbye…Doctor.”
Bach looked up at him through
his one good eye, studying his face for any signs of deception or
disrespect. Finding none, he nodded
slightly. “Auf wiedersehen,
Sergeant,” he said. “Until
we meet again.”
End